Here it is guyz, further story .... <3..
Okkkhhayyy, so this is a relationship?? I mean my first
love.?? I was getting a very beautiful
feeling, a feeling i just can’t express in words, something like i saw in
movies. Whatever it was but it was way too beautiful. I dint sleep just for
someone, just to talk to him. This memorable day was 21 November 2011, a day
that changed me and my life completely. When i was lost in his eyes , i
realised there was something between kajol and ravi. Yess! They were dating.
Time was moving like waves and i was living the prettiest part of my life.
One fine evening when
we were walking down the street and there was no one around, i asked him to
sing for me and after thinking a lot he started in a rough voice,
‘Pehli nazar me kesa jadu kar dia,
Tera ban betha hai mera jia,
Jane kya hoga. Kya hoga kya pta.
Is pal ko milke aa jeele jra…. mai hu yha, tu hai yha, meri
bahoon mai aa, aa bhi jaa…..’
For the first time some guy dedicated a love song to me plus
this was from the one i loved from the very first day. Now he insisted me to
sing and he stared me the same way i did. I requested him not to look at me
like that and then i started in low, shy voice,
‘kaise mai kahu tujhse, rehna hai tere dil mai…’
He said he had no words to describe me and he again wished
to hold my hand but we were almost near my house so it was again refused. Then
came 27 December, a two month anniversary of kajol and ravi. How silly was
this?? We all were invited to a party. I went with kajol, jas and mohit while
varun reached there with ravi on his bike. We celebrated, danced, played and
enjoyed a lot. It was our time to take a leave, but my friends had some
planning. They sent kajol and ravi together and i was made to sit with varun on
bike. There was a mixed feeling of excitement and fear being behind him. We
were so slow that everyone else left us all alone, and while talking he
dominatingly said, “Give me your hand”. I got no option except forwarding my
hand to him. He slowly dragged my hand onto his lap and tickled it very softly.
Something moved inside me from top to bottom and i cried slowly. “ I Love You”.
But my voice didn’t reach his ear because of overflowing emotion…. damnnn i
loved him even more with each time i got him closer. I could sense his smell
and it became a sign of recognising him even with my eyes closed….
They dropped me home and next was varun’s status on facebook
‘woh pehli bar, jab hum mile, hatho mai hath, jab hum chale.. Ho gya ye dil
deewana, hota h pyaar kya isne jana..? J’
Everything was so perfect. I was calling ravi and kajol
silly for celebrating their monthly anniversary but we weren’t less
either. We went out for a date on each
21. J And then we reached the month of
March with final exams on our head. His mom got stricter and took his cell
phone but somehow or the other he kept the contact on. It was 10th march, i
wasn’t feeling good and there was no news of varun since the early morning. I
couldn’t study, eat or sleep properly. Staring the phone for so long my eyes
were terribly tired and they forcefully blurred the view around. Around 9:50 my
phone vibrated, it was varun calling. I popped up off my bed and received the call…
Hellow varun?
Where the hell are you? Are you fine? At least you could
have texted me once, i was so worried… and for how long are you having the cell
phone?
Why aren’t you saying something..
Low voice he replied,” samayra, may i say something.??”
I said “of course speak up”.
With so much gloom and pain in his voice he cried,”mayro, my
parents have figured out things between you and me, and they want me to quit
all the contacts between us. They are listening to us, so i am sorry but i
won’t be talking to you anymore.
I was silent, i was confused what was going on? I felt it as
a dream but actually this was the reality.
“Hello.??” He said after waiting for the reply.
“aaa… it’s ok, its ff…fine.. you can concentrate on
your what your p…parents says..”
And the last call ended..
For next 10 minutes i dint realise what happened, and at 11
i called kajol..
“sim, it’s all over yaar.” And i shattered into tears. I
felt like my world was over… kajol consoled me and asked me to sleep for then
because next day it was our exam. I couldn’t stop the tears n my eyes and slept
to escape the reality.
Have you ever felt a pain inside you early in the morning
but you are unconscious to figure out the reason… well I could feel the same..
each minute i checked my phone but it was of no use. He ignored me in school
and i was so idiot and dumb to go and say him don’t do this please.
Every night i messaged him on facebook, “please, don’t do
this.. i just can’t live without you.. please i wont trouble you anymore. Come
back L L.” But he wasn’t checking his account even. 10 days i had no contact
with him, days were terrible and nights were even more horrible…
(stay tuned for the further story, real incidence indeed )
